Numb…anger…sorrow!

Raw and real moment!

I have been tapping more the last 3 days than I probably average in 30 days!

My father passed away on Tuesday morning….and the emotions I have experienced have been extreme and everywhere.

I was on my way to see him on Sunday but while traveling I received a call that he was in the heart hospital to have some tests done.

He has a history of heart stuff and multiple stints so no surprise other than knowing that if he was doing this on a Sunday he definitely wasn’t feeling well.

The first emotion I had was frustration. I had not seen my father in over a year and due to the protocols with hospitals right now I was not going to be allowed to go in and see him.

Monday they determined he needed another stint. They did the procedure and the thought was he would be able to come home that evening….buuut…..there was more bleeding than expected from the spot.

So second major emotion….anger that he had to be in a hospital alone….he is a social person…he thrives on others spending time with him! His top love languages were time and touch.

They decided to keep him another night. Now none of this stopped me from being creative to see him.

I had a care package delivered to his room and arranged with the floor nurse to open his window so we could sing to him and cheer him up. It was so much fun and I’m so grateful to have had that as his last moments with us.

Tuesday morning THE call came early…..my mom comes out to the kitchen as I was making my coffee…..she hands me the phone and says she doesn’t know what to do.

The nurse on the other end is explaining to me that they are giving him CPR but if they stop his heart will stop what does my mom want to do.

I tell her I will call her back as I talk to my mom….knowing that it won’t come to that cause sure enough the nurse calls back within in minutes and let’s me know that they had to call the time of death.

Next emotion…numb…I didn’t truly have time to truly feel anything cause my mom needed me. My time would have to wait. So I tapped some more.

Tuesday night as I got ready for bed….deep sorrow….gut wrenching sobs….but I only allowed some to come…..why?! Cause I knew if I lost it right then I didn’t know if I would return….

It was a choice to pause the sorrow….right or wrong….it was a choice I made…..

Wednesday was about processing…being with family….and trying super hard to stay present in the moment so I could truly feel all the emotions and not stuff them away….

I know it hasn’t truly fully hit me…..

But today we meet with the Funeral Home….we find out when we can actually have the funeral and then coordinate it with the church and due to again all the protocols that have been put into place due to this last year…..we are stuck with anger….

Anger that his last days were in-humane…..anger that his family and friends won’t get to have the closer they deserve….anger that he died alone without family!

So I tap…..and I find the gratitude of the having had 46 years with him….gratitude that he was the gentle soul he was….and gratitude that we did have some amazing memories.

So this next year will probably look different how I blog, post on social media, and even how I coach…..because I know if I’m willing to share with you in the moment what I’m experiencing maybe just maybe I will be able to help someone else who is going through something similar or who is still trying to process the emotions of losing a loved one.

I know my postings probably will be hit and miss for awhile and that too will be part of my willingness to continue to be raw and real with you’ll.

As you spend your last day of 2020….please reflect on all your blessings don’t take for granted one moment with family, friends, community.

But don’t also beat yourself up over “what if’s”…..or “should of”……

Instead move through the emotions……feel them….release yourself….and be present in the healing process.

Your mind body soul spirit will thank you for it!

Many blessings and hugs dear ones!
Kelly 💜

I Love Me!

I hear women (friends, family, clients…even strangers)……tell me all the time they don’t love themselves…

They don’t like this about themselves….etc.

BUT…..they will when they reach a certain physical goal….

REALLY?!

Cause let me tell you what 10 years ago I had what I thought was a dream come true: thigh gap!

And I was miserable!

What I didn’t know was I had obtained that thigh gap because of a thyroid and adrenal malfunction…..my body was literally burning itself up!

All I knew at the time was I had finally achieved a coveted goal….and I still didn’t love myself!

And when my body started to heal….I started to put muscle mass back on…..I started to look healthier and feel healthier…..yet I still didn’t love me!

How I started to truly love me…..no matter what I looked like….was connecting to my inner me….my soul…..and really working on my self talk….my mindset….

I started pulling out ALL the tools in my toolbox…..and went to work on my TRUE healing of SELF LOVE!

I can honestly say I LOVE ME!

This doesn’t mean I don’t have physical goals. This doesn’t mean I don’t have health goals.

What this means is I don’t judge me!
I don’t compare me!
I don’t bully me!

I only love me….and the skin that I’m in!

Are you ready to TRULY love you?!

Hugs and prayers always,

Kelly 😘

Save the Date

Good morning!

Can you believe it….Easter is tomorrow 🙌!

A quick reminder for all you lovely’s who live locally to me….save your seat…..there is going to be not only the regular drawing but a special something for EVERYONE to take home!!!

Sooo…even if you’re not local it’s a great place to come visit 😘😘😘…

I hope you will be able to join me for Mays wellness workshop all about the 4 systems that an AromaTouch technique is addressing and supporting!!!

www.facebook.com/events/2292507714356225/

On a separate note…..I had some serious aha’s and thoughts these last few days during Holy Thursday mass and Good Friday services!

I look forward to sharing more with you soon!

Until then…you’ll have an amazingly blessed Easter tomorrow and remember to always….

Sit….pray….journal…tap….and oil up each day for the transformation you seek!!

Hugs and blessings always,

Kelly

Wellness Workshops

I remember the first time I ever experienced an AromaTouch technique…I was becoming certified to do the work on others.

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It was an amazing feeling. And I realized I needed to experience this more often. It was a way I could easily incorporate self care and love of self.

So I’m excited that this May’s Wellness Workshop is all about this amazing detox system I provide!

I will be covering what it’s all about….the 8 oils that are used and why…..

The AromaTouch Technique is an amazing experience to connect with our health.

It allows us to address and strengthen our physical and emotional health.

During May’s workshop we are going to dive deep into it how we can nurture our self care, detox, and support our whole health with the AromaTouch technique.

With Mother’s Day in May let’s honor our femininity, our self care needs, and see how we can start incorporating things like an AromaTouch technique on a consistent basis.

This months class will also have some simple “sample” options to experience.

There will also be purchase options available to take home that day.

Have you ever thought about how self care can help you with detoxing this spring?!

Save your seat 👇👇👇….

www.facebook.com/events/2292507714356225/

Don’t forget to take a moment on this amazing Monday to sit, pray, reflect, Journal, tap…..and oil up!

Prayers and hugs always,

Kelly 💦💜

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Set the World on Fire!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME….welcome Lent!

LOL….today instead of celebrating with luxurious foods, wine….indulging in ways most of us do to celebrate another year of life…..

I will be celebrating with Fasting and ashes!

I don’t recall in the past when my birthday fell on Ash Wednesday…..it obviously has in the past…..but I really don’t remember when.  That’s not of importance….lol.  Instead what is of importance is WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH THIS YEARS BIRTHDAY GIFT?!

I could grumble and say it’s not fair that my birthday fell on Ash Wednesday…..or I could say hmm it’s my birthday I am going to celebrate however I want….

Nope…I look at it as an amazing gift….a reminder of why I am even here!  A reminder that there is SOOO much more to this amazing life…..AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO GIVE, TO DO, TO BE!!!

As you enter into Lent….what are you going to focus on?  As your next birthday comes around, or if it just did, how are you going to celebrate the life you have been gifted?  How are you going to set the world on fire?!

Sit….pray…..journal…..tap…..and oil up on this amazingly blessed day!

hugs and prayers always,

Kelly 🙂

PS…

This weeks TRANSFORMATION video is about our pillars of health!

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Tips….recipes and more with this months oils and products!  March Tab above has more details….don’t miss out on some great info!

What is Weakness Really?!

Recently I’ve been dealing with some inflammation that has had me concerned…

This quote from St. Francis reminds me that there IS greatness to discover with all of this with great patience.

So I will sit with Him and be patient as I listen to what He has to share with me….as I listen what my body is trying to tell me!

What challenge are you needing to be patient about?!

Sit with this….pray about it….journal…tap and oil up!!!

Blessings,

Kelly

PS…

Ready to start a wellness journey with natural solutions that address your mind body and soul health?!

Check our the December Deals tab!

Marian Metabolism

Today Catholics all over the world started their new year celebrating the Solemnity of Mary!

It had me reflecting on how sooo many of us create New Years resolutions…..and these can be good….but they sometimes don’t serve us well!

They don’t serve our higher purpose…the purpose of being Christ to the world….to shine….to love!

To do this it’s two fold:

1. Love yourself fully in order to love others like Christ did!

2. Look to Mary….how she bound her will in order to live fully and completely in Gods will!

What are your 2019 resolutions?

Are they resolutions that will draw you closer to Christ?

For example….

Will your desire to lose weight serve the greater good for Him? Meaning by bringing down inflammation, healthy heart, move easier…..will those grant you the ability to be able to do service, live longer, and love others more fully?!

Or will they be about getting into the cute dress? (Now don’t get me wrong I like looking cute in my black dress too 🥰….but it shouldn’t be my primary reason!)

When we focus on our health to care for ourselves and serve Him….then the byproduct of looking and feeling great in our clothes are more rewarding and peaceful….not fearful!

Sit tonight with this….pray about it….journal….tap…and oil up!

Blessings and hugs always!

Kelly

PS…January Deals tab is updated with some amazing ideas for starting a wellness journey with me this month!

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Facebook live tomorrow to kick start your metabolism!

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