My heart is breaking.
I had so many things I wanted to share with all of you this Monday. But I will save them for another day :). Because there WILL be another day…lol.
Yesterday our parish priest shared how our Bishop is moving him to a different parish because he is needed there. My heart breaks because we just got here. I have truly fall in love with this priest in such a short four month period. When he broke the news yesterday, my eyes welled….and I could barely speak about it during the day. It created such a deep loss within me. I went to Console and Bergamot to support me.
It had me pondering WHY!? Why did I feel such loss? And then it hit me….I HAD FULLY, VULNERABLY, WILLINGLY, FINALLY LET SOMEONE INTO MY LIFE WITH NO GUARD, NO HESITATION!!!
The realization that it hurt so deep was because I truly loved this man and all he has to give to his church, his congregation, with no reservation. My wounds of past vulnerabilities had truly been healed. And that gave me great joy.
Then I had to remind myself to have that Godly detachment. And again…I had accomplished that as well. I was able to recognize that we cannot cling to things and people, only God is our true rock…..YET we are to love others with our WHOLE heart, mind, soul….this is not always easy…..right!? Especially when we are wounded!
YET….I did it! And that gave me amazing joy and peace!
So when you find yourself clinging to someone or something, reflect on why? Give it to God. And when you find yourself feeling great loss, give yourself the grace to to heal and move forward yet remember we must only cling to God!
As always….sit…pray…oil up…and tap through your day!!
Drops of blessings and hugs dear ones!
PS…..Last week was abundantly full with my darling daughters theater schedule and this week will be as well due to it being production week, so there will more than likely be only one posting this week, but who knows…lol. I am also going to stop trying to figure out the right “formula” of when and what to write for you all because that’s not being true to me, thus not true to you all! But more about that soon ;)……Til then….
Have an amazingly blessed week!
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