Generational Healing…

What is generational wounds!?

My mom always had books about healing the family tree….or would talk about writing a book to heal the generations and for her children to be blessed….

I have always been exposed to the knowledge that generational stuff can be passed on.  Most of us think of it as temperaments, traits, character….even health.   BUT have you ever thought about spiritual stuff!?  Things like why do I have an anger within me that I have NO IDEA where it is coming from!?  WHY DO I FEEL xyz!?  And you have done digging, you’ve done healing, yet you just can’t put your finger on it!?   THAT’S GENERATIONAL JUNK IN THE TRUNK!

Thus I have been realizing that there is some serious generational stuff I must help my soul figure out to come to rest for the sake of myself as well as my future generations.

There are many generational things I think that need to be worked on but the ones that really stand out are:

1.  I must heal from the generational scar of not feeling worthy.  My mom has never felt good enough and because of that I have a tendency to let that manifest.  And I struggle with it….even though I KNOW IT IS NOT MY NATURE.  I KNOW IT IS NOT TRUE.  

2.  Body….my mom has NEVER liked how she looked.  She has never been satisfied with her body.  This has created an unrest in my body’s energy that was passed on to me from within the womb.  I was blessed enough to make sure that was not passed on to my daughter while I was pregnant with her.  I have always spoken loving thoughts about myself…..BUT my health stuff HAS brought some of this generational stuff to the forefront and I am needing to figure it all out.

Now understand….this is not to CALL my mom out….THIS IS TO BRING TO THE LIGHT WHAT NEEDS TO BE HEALED.……because when we keep things in the dark……it can’t grow….it can’t get stronger…..it can’t HEAL!!!

This journey of life is amazing…..and if we are willing to speak out and do the hard stuff then life is SOO MUCH MORE AMAZING AND PEACEFUL!!!

Many blessings and hugs dear readers….family….friends…
~Kelly 🙂

Open my eyes part 2

As I was reflecting on what I wrote yesterday I realized one facet of why I find myself comparing at times…especially this last year is because of this last year!

There have been many blessings and revelations with learning my physical body has hoshimoto’s/hypothyroidism.  But that’s just it: it is my physical body that has a struggle I don’t have to allow  it to disease my mind or my soul.  I don’t have to let it infest my thoughts.

I MUST remember that so what if I can’t physically do some stuff I could 2 or 3 years ago keeping inflammation down is more important.  
And again I MUST remember that my physical internal health is 10 fold more important than having rock hard abs and muscle striations down my legs. 
I have been pondering where all this unrest with my physical body has been coming from.  Because I truly thought I was healed from all this negative thinking.  But I have learned healing is a continual process.   Yes I was better I had done some good clean sweeps in my “house” over the years…getting deeper to the root but this last year has me recalling, digging deep and uncovering some major cobwebs I didn’t realize was there still there.   
Thus I am realizing that what I must clean out of my basement is the generational wounds.   I will share more about that tomorrow!

Have a glorious day my dear readers….family….friends….
~Kelly 🙂

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