I’m tired! How about you!? LOL….
It’s only the first month of the year and honestly I feel like I have already ran a marathon….or that I am training for one!
Yet if I think about it…I AM! I am training for the best race…the best marathon…..the marathon of life!
And that means I SHOW UP each day! I assess what is really important for that day and what do I NOT need to overwhelm myself with!?
How many of us allow chatter in our heads….chatter like:
- You’re not good enough!
- You have already failed at your new years resolution
- You’re not pretty enough!
- You’re not thin enough!
- you’re not smart enough!
It’s all lies!
Just because some of what I am doing isn’t measurable by others….just because some of what I am doing and preparing for doesn’t serve some and their goals…..doesn’t mean it’s not serving those who I am suppose to be serving…..
I had a huge come to Jesus moment because I was finding myself falling into the trap of feeling like I wasn’t meeting the expectations of some people in my life. I was feeling the need to please and that if I didn’t please them then I wasn’t worthy of them. Or that I wasn’t really showing up big for life. Or that I wasn’t serious about what I do!
I had to call a BS on that to myself…..it had me realize that it is similar to my journey with dysmorphia and probably connected….how I can easily allow the chatter to consume me if I am not careful.
I can start comparing myself to others on social media. I could allow myself to fall into thinking how could I provide the coaching and education I provide like “so and so”……
Or I could even find myself thinking that who could possibly want to learn from me when I am still learning!
BUT…..I DONT FALL FOR THAT TRAP ANYMORE! NO….I am not perfect…..but I have amazing and powerful tools in my arsenal now. And God keeps equipping me!
Each day I am amazed at how much He loves us….loves me….and I only need to focus on Him.
Each day I need to quiet the chatter and only listen to HIM!
And Each day I need to remember I am amazing and I AM SHOWING UP BIG….even if no one else sees it….GOD SEES IT! He knows what He has called me to do…..and even if everyone else thinks I am crazy or doesn’t understand it….that’s okay!
And…..this is a big AND…..and even if these “others” really do think I am playing small, I am not doing all I can do, that I am a “hobbyist” with my mission, my life…….that’s okay!
BECAUSE…..I KNOW THE TRUTH!!! I KNOW I AM WORTH IT!
I KNOW I AM PLAYING BIG THE WAY HE HAS CALLED ME TO PLAY…..I AM A LEADER FOR HIM…..not for anyone or anything else!!!
How are you showing up this year?
Have you been allowing the chatter to interfere with your conversations with God!? Thus interfering with WHO YOU ARE!!!
Sit with this….pray about it……journal…..tap…..and oil up!
As always….lots of prayers and blessings sent your way dear one!
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