To retreat or not to retreat….lol….
In a way that silly little phrase can be a thought a person may feel or wonder before they commit to going to a HEALING THE WHOLE PERSON retreat put on by JPII Institute.
When I went to this retreat the 10th through the 12th this month I went in with an arrogance and an ignorance of why I was there….what I was suppose to be working on and who I was even possibly there to help.
OH I WAS SOOOOO WRONG!!!
My God is beyond amazing!
He unveiled for me how my sexual abuses and rapes that spanned the course of 20 years had left some wounds and scars that I truly thought I had healed from…but through uncovering the deadly sins and the deadly wounds that corresponded….I had a wound that has effected EVERY SINGLE decision I make in my life. As I was visiting with one of the team members to uncover my wounds and roots….she said, “Kelly can’t you see how this wound is so deep you don’t even realize it effects everything you do!”
And then the blinds were lifted! God revealed to me SOOOO MANY THINGS!!!
Things that it’s not like I am not willing to share, because I KNOW God has asked me to be an open book to all of you…..but things I am still processing and trying to even form words and thoughts to.
But this is the thing….I HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO DO!!! But I am also so excited to see some serious progress and I can’t wait to share more!
What wounds do you have that may be effecting life choices?! What unholy vows have you possibly made because of the lies the evil one has whispered in your ear because of your wounds!?
Sit with that…..pray about that….write about it…..work on it!!!
Many blessings and hugs my dear readers…..family…..friends…